♥ 152cm life

Wednesday, January 30, 2008 ♥ 1:00 AM

woke up at 1pm today.. wanted to go market buy food de but it started to rain heavily suddenly. in da end, cook maggi mee with dried scallop, fish slice, mushrooms & egg. damn full lar..

reached workplace ard 5pm den hungry liaox. lolx. went to change den to kitchen ask elvin make me some bread. den he made me bread with ham, chicken & lots of cheese~ saying so tt i will turn fat. idiot..!

night time.. not much crowd.. den albert cooked a big portion of fettucine with mussles & prawns den celia(pastery chef) keep one small portion for me. den also got 2 crab cakes for me but i gave one to pricilla(part time staff).

now i realise, if i wan dinner, juz ask da chef to help me cook den when not so busy time, juz quietly go eat my dinner. cos bjorn always get his dinner while we dun. den today not so busy time i juz ask pricilla take care of the mezze9 while i go eat 1st bjorn saw liao also nv say anythin so i also hack care.

am i happy now? i dunno leh.. sometime yes, sometime no, sometime dunno. juz tryin to live each day by each day not expecting anything to happen. hope my absent makes u a happier person =)

Tuesday, January 29, 2008 ♥ 2:08 AM

was damn shock dat i slept at 10pm plus ytd sia.. damn tired i guess..

quite a number of smses but i nv reply. lazy to do alot of things lar..

heard tt my Supervisor, Marco, who is juz gg to be comfirmed da title will be promoted to Asst. Manager soon. dots. i wonder wad will happen to da restaurant sia.. guess he'll be promoted is cos both da current Asst. Manager & Operating Manager - Pitt & Bjorn will be quitting real soon.

heard tt dere's a 10pax, 9 pax & 20pax of reservation. in da end, da 20pax reservation only got 9ppl come to eat. dots. & yea! i got my thurs off! dun wanna die with da 25 tp 30pax of ppl which will sure come de. cos theirs shd be a company dinner things - from da piece of pp with information on dat day ---> $29++ which includes only appetiser, dessert & coffee or tea. da main is ala cart which will be counted seperately. worth? i dunno.

Sunday, January 27, 2008 ♥ 4:21 AM

freaking tired today... end work at 4pm den wait for elvin & brian den take bus tgt.. cos otw mah.. am gg down to tampines to meet my mama.

initially, my motive of gg down tampines is to acc + bring my mama to take da shuttle bus from tampines to ikea(of cos da tampines branch), when i reach dere, my mom say dun nid to go liaox. dots. but she din tell me on the phone cos she noe if she say so, i wun go down find her.

walk ard a lil.. nth much to shop for cos almost all da shop have da same kinda shops. dots. had crystal jade for dinner - poach veg with 2 diff eggs & live prawns. wow~ tis cost $40plus. walk ard a lil more den headed to tiong by mrt.

piang~ so tired lar.. slp in mrt. lolx. bought famous amos cookies(300grm) & finally bubble tea. been long since i drink dat sia.. i dun dare to buy the ones at bukit merah thou i'll pass by dere everytime i go work.

saw audrey(if i nv spell wrong), spen's ex in my restaurant today~ glad she still recognise me.

Wednesday, January 23, 2008 ♥ 10:16 PM

am tired to go work today.. drag till 9.30am den wake up den rush to prepare. outta hse by 9.55am. super hoR?

finger is alright.. juz blue black! but still can carry da dishes lar.. damn hungry lor.. reach deRe nia have ice mocha liaox.. not much ppl so juz slack slack ard.. chat chat ard..

finish work at 3pm den damn hungry + no staff meal(even have i also wun eat cos confirm spicy!) den c.elvin cook me a seafood fettucine in brown sauce(brown sauce is last min invent de lor..) muahaha.. got sotong & prawns & mushrooms~ nice ehx!

den got customer ordered a slice of signature cake with 1 scoop of ice cream den as me & marvin have nth much to do plus dere's not pastery chef in the kitchen so we design the ice cream~ or rather i design lor.. he went to find the fruits & waffle stick for me. hahax.

den slack ard kitchen cos marvin & brian ask me to wait for time.. both end at 4pm.. den inside kitchen learn the proper way to hold & slice garlic. but still.. cannot make it. hahax.

new full timer - shanne

♥ 1:11 AM

dunno wad farking shit family am in now. with a stupid (& i REALLY mean STUPID!) bratz at home & a mom who dun give a damn abt how bad she is. fark!

for tis really last time, i really gonna hack care abt how her life is whether she is cheated by her frenz, how bad she turn into or wadeva shit lar. dun wanna give a damn anymore since my mom isnt gg to give a damn nwayz.

but to scold me when am using violent(ok.. da wrong way thou) but not i start it one lo. but i can be worst!

farking shit.. 1st time hit till my index finger swollen.. how to work tml..

*tks for being ard when i nid someone to hear me out.. am glad u understand wad am sayin..

Tuesday, January 22, 2008 ♥ 1:31 AM

reached work place at 5plus a bit bit today. cos wanna avoid da jams(mostly will have ard farrer after working hrs) almost everyone was dere liaox lor.. cos they help in the cleaning up. reach dere.. help to put back the bottles of wine in alphabetic order.. den rush up with alvin to change as we are open at 6pm & it's a bit bit past 6pm liaox..

was ok lar.. not much crowd.. expect for a reservation of 18pax! luckily am not working at mezze9 today cos they are seated at the mezze9. had a croque monsieur(tink is liddat spell) which means ham & cheeze sandwich by govinda~ cos chef karti went off early so he can make for us to eat. den had coffee m/s. am not a hungry gal liaox!

worked all the way till 11pm sharp den quickly run off liaox. stupid 18pax of ang moh.. everyone gg dutch.. have to spilt so many bills.. ran to da interchange after i drop from 961.. but still.. have to wait 5min for my bus.. tot i missed the last bus sia..

either wed or thurs will be out with dear cindy for her pre bday celebration.. hope to get my pay so.. but i've noe.. it's really very lil lor.. sian..

Sunday, January 20, 2008 ♥ 1:19 AM

decided to change a new blog skin afterall. nice? hahax.

to find the imeem code is damn diff. lar.. cos i stupid.. nv use imeem before till now. lolx.

work today is alright lor.. dun feel like a sat lor.. no crowd de.. ate molten choc - thankx to brian. stupid govinda dun wan do 1 for me! had a ice latte at evening - thankx to mavin. had a nutty banana milkshake at night - thankx to fai.

say bye bye to peep at 11pm sharp(cos i dun wanna miss 272) took me 4min only to change into home clothes & slippers. the peeps also gg off were shock lor. like how come i so fast. hahax. but still.. i bored 961 at only 11.20pm. luckily still catch the last 272. in between still got time to chat with ist(i dunno how to spell his name lar) at bm dere.

sat night & i got nowhere to go! *sob* elvin ask if i wanna jio him & his frenz at heerens but nah.. dun wan waste on cab far.. till the nxt pay still far sia!

rot at home lor..

Saturday, January 19, 2008 ♥ 3:17 AM

work was alright today. screwed up a lil..
1. key in wrong order of beer.
2. forgot to key in the extra ingredient the customer wants in his burger.
& these happen to the same customer.. lucily he was not angry.. (was doin mezze9 today) den rush down to kitchen to apologise to the chefs for forgettin to key in the extra order ingredients.

totally fall down when walkin from the hot kitchen to the cold kitchen with chilli sauce & bill book in either both hands. dots. luckily i noe i was falling so i totally sit down to break the big impact i was gg to get since i got no hand to support. chilli sauce & bill book was saved but not my butt which was slightly wet(cos the floor was wet). stupid govinda.. was behind me talkin on the phone den nv come to save me!

Wednesday, January 16, 2008 ♥ 10:25 PM

suppose to work till 3pm today.. but cos alvin was sick & on mc.. den marvin & pitt nid some rest, so i was asked to stay till 6pm. initially they tot of askin me to stay till night lor.. but i shake my head vigrously(spell wrong lar). hahax. it was slacking from ard 5pm to 6pm lar.. like 1 table at a time nia..

tried the Chocolate Royal cake today. cut into pieces by chef Karti, he cut liao left it at the bar so we juz take & eat. hahax.

tinking abt food, am craving for Ajisan & Yishun laksa! but nah.. gonna skip Ajisan for now till da nxt pay *sob*. Yishun laksa i dun really noe where izzit so can juz skip it totally. *sob sob*

no pix lately.. when got time den i shall take pix with the new waitress~

♥ 3:15 AM

slept for 13hrs ytd. from 2am to 3pm. lolx. cos i working at 6pm. shiok sia! finally got enuff slp!

work is alright today. only 2 reservations of table for 3 & 2. den some walk in customer nia~ marco went off when i came den ard 9plus alvin went off cos he's abit sick. left me & marvin working lor. cos Bjorn manager so dun nid to do much lar den he also keep disappearing. still, we can handle lar..

had onion soup~ chef elvin cook for me de. think he too free ba. lolx. but also gd lar.. something to warm up my stomach thou i not hungry. shared a mocha with marvin cos i made a BIG glass. den had a strawberry cheeze cake cos i tell marvin i nv try before. nxt time i shall try the other cakes too. muahahax.

did part of the closing for marvin(since am in-charge of downstairs den only left 1table)so count money arhz.. fill up form arhz.. tally amount arhz.. & yea, by 11pm we are done & rdy to go.

a full timer, Shanne(from filipine*dunno how to spell) came on mon morning. normal looking & friendly. i like her =) very polite too. marvin guild her ard de.

a part timer, Mei(from indonesia) came on mon night. pretty but not tt friendly lar.. alvin was the one who guild her ard. abit unfair treatment lar..

another part timer, Pricilla(from indonesia too, fren of Mei) came today night. normal looking also & friendly too. i like her too =) i guild her de lor.. but i also blur lar.. dun wad to really teach her.

unfair treatment to Shanne & Paula & me lor.. we were not taught of the different things in the menu when we came lor. but Pricilla & Mei was being taught of tat. they spent ard 3hrs getting to noe where da office is, where the staff resting place is, where da different station is, da cakes & wad's da things in the menu. but Mei was taught of the monitor thing(where we key in food & drinks) also but not Shanne & Pricilla.

den i tease the chef they all saying "aiyo.. u all change liao lor.. got new pretty gals liao lor.. lolx" den chef karti said "Joey, we still love u" lolx. so damn funny lar.

den i only told Shanne & Pricilla tt if anything dunno, dun worry, juz ask us. we will sure help de. i nv tell anything to Mei.. cos she got the arrogant look leh.. plus.. she's not friendly too. pui!

Monday, January 14, 2008 ♥ 2:31 AM

note: might contain vulgarities & pardon my english

i farking hate to explain anything when everything is over. but i tink it's cos i nv had a long r/s before & nv did anyone found out wad i did or nv did i give a damn abt the other party feeling after the breakup. nor did the other party persue anything.

but he is still in my life.(till da time he wanna get outta it totally)

who dun like guys to be ga-ga over her? even i get tempted, very much tempted.

chef probably like me, he said so but i dun really believe. cos with his critiral, y me? plus, to me, he's playboy(i told him so too) he's consider my scandal. we juz msg sweet nth to each other(i dun really cos it seems so.. erm...) even if we go out, also no hold hand or wad de. juz like frenz.

so i guess u msg the wrong guy. & i've to say sry to chef.

i've clearly xplained tt i really not into mahjong or cards tt day. tt's y i wanted to join my other frenz. also cos i wanna smoke.

& yes, it's true tt u keep finding lil faults with me, not tt cos i found someone new.

like i told cindy, everything(scandal) wil be gone after i left the restaurant.

contridicting, but after u are outta my life, i hardly feel like smoking. am juz tt kind, the more u dun wan me to do something, da more i will do it.

wad's causing me to leave u? it's u who leave me. rmb? in tis r/s of ours, only u can leave me but not da other way round.

nwayz, probably cos my thoughts bother me too much. i noe i wun stop tis flirting thing for now & i will hurt u. da reason saying our differences in our life is probably juz craps cos we somehow overcome it but it's probably true too cos we quarrel over it too.

the skates, ya, probably i wun use it cos dere's no one to skate with. but ya, i'll keep it well thou now am stil finding a right place to do so. & how do i wash my skates when the screw( i dunno wad izzit call) is with u?! & where's the ring u are talkin abt??!! DUN LEAVE THINGS OUTSIDE MY HSE W/O CALLING SOMEONE TO OPEN DOOR & TAKE IT. DUN ASK ME TO CALL WHEN I TOLD U AM WORKING.

for peeps who noe me & him & wanna noe da story? ask him or stay tune here juz in case i spill more out. i dun wanna talk abt it. not cos am a total bitch but i juz dun wanna talk abt it.

last but not least. something dedicated to u from u.

Saturday, January 12, 2008 ♥ 11:23 PM

to u : pls dun juz leave things outside my hse w/o checking if anyone is at home. u noe i wun wan to lose anythings & am being scolded for having things left outside my hse for me!

like wad he say, he made the choice for me - break up.

dun ask me wad happen. dun ask me if am alright. cos i aint havin any feeling now.

no feeling of sad or happy or angry or wad eva tt can be tot of.

overall, life still goes on.

sry for breaking ur heart & ur trust & wad eva u had in me.

but u shd be sry too, for being rude(u shd noe wad am talkin abt)

thankx for the wonderful breakfast. i noe i will nv taste it again.

tink am more suitable to be SINGLE.

too much loves makes me goes astray.

mayb.. we are juz trying to compromise each other too much.. dere's juz too much difference in us. so much tt it overflows now.

thankx for being such a wonderful bf for the 717days. for treating me like a princess. for doting me, showering all the love, care & concern u cld ever gave. for fulfilling all my material wishes. for tolerating my temper.

thou sometimes, i really hate u & u hate me too.

last but not least.. yea, am ur WORST x gf.

Thursday, January 10, 2008 ♥ 12:57 AM

we broke up.

haben been talkin since.. 3-4days ago after we quarrel & i said "hang up now & nv call back" & he really nv. called him ytd or rather the day before(now past 12am liaox mah) to ask abt out status. he said "couple" thou on the phone we were still unhappy with each other. den after i fall into deep slp, (checked the phone only morning) den i realise he called me & left a sms sayin

"i tried calling u but u didnt ans.. wad i wish to tell u is dat lets break up ba.. i should let u move on.. u changed, changed alot.. out thinking have been two different set.. i wish u luk to find ur nxt prince and thank u for all the happy moment u gave me.. since the old u ever exsisted, i will slowly search for the old u again.. i gone tru all thems by u when we 1st begin and things had changed totally now.. once again all the best to u.."

drop a few tears but yea, i decided to move on.

den he msged to say wanna meet up to talk things out. so meet him lor.. den he din wan the break up again. but i asked him to gimme time to think. it's not that the feeling is not dere anymore but.. we're like draggin.. we r more & more like the north & south pole. my mom noe we din talk to each others for quite afew days, she also say we shd juz leave each other alone for a while & not meet den keep quarreling which is better.

he said he treasure me.. i do treasure him too.. i also treasure our 1yr plus gg to 2yrs soon r/s.. & also for all the things he had done.. but things had been soooo diff since i start work.. he say we can make it.. but i dunno.. i nid time to tink...

Wednesday, January 09, 2008 ♥ 12:53 AM

after MUCH consideration.. i decided to keep my tis blogskin thou it's a new yr alrdy.. cos i simply cant find anything else tt i like YET.

finally got to sit in the Mitsubishi(tink i spell wrong ba) today! tt car is soooo super cute lar!

went shopping with cindy today.. went bugis.. cos she wanna check out some jeans & we also dunno where to really go lar.. bought only a black dress. cute & pretty & casual lor.. we din really spot anything nice leh.. sianz.. i dunno wad kind of clothes i wan now..

i wonder wad shd i get for chinese new yr also.. cos i'll mostly look at black clothes. lolx. but still far lar..

work is alright liaox lor.. i dun step at bjorn's toes & he dun step at mine's too.

mon was crazy at work! noon was slow.. not much customer.. like 2 to 3 tables in 2hrs liddat nia.. den we assume at night only got the reservation of 20 pax & 4pax & we were wrong! lots of customer walk in! tt day only marvin, alvin, fai & me (not including manager lar) work. den marvin & alvin do the mezze9 while me & fai do the ground floor. thou fai say he help me keep a lookout at the back customers & i'll be the door bitch but he was too busy with the bar tt i've to run 2 sides which means.. ard 8tables. thou sometimes i get the help of bjorn, am glad for myself cos no customer was angry with me at all! hurhur~ can say i quite organise lar.. cos most(or almost all the tables) tt got 2 courses is i take order de. den everytime i'll rmb to fire their 2nd course.

everyone was dead tired after tt. am so tired tt i call my sis to pick me up from bm while i go get macD. i simply dun wanna run to the interchange to catch my 272.

Saturday, January 05, 2008 ♥ 7:10 PM

work today is fark up. attitude to the manager.

morning when reach, the ground floor was almost full. only got Pitt & Mina before i reached. lots of unhappy customer waiting for their food to be served. 2 tables walk away.

noon was alright but equally busy abit thou got more ppl work liaox. den stupid thing happen.

i wanted to get butter from the cold kitchen but bjorn was blockin the entrace cos he was talkin to the chef. so i said excuse me. i tot he nv hear so i say again. den for fark he shouted at me "WAIT". wtf! he is blockin the entrance leh. cant he juz move abit & lemme open the door bigger to go in take butter? attitude with him when he talk to me asking how am i today. den he realise i attitude liao he try to tell me he'd bought burger for me den at the same time ask me wad's wrong, y attitude den i juz tell him, i dun like to be shouted at for nth & walk away.

back to the cashier after tt & he wan to talk to me. den went outta restaurant to talk. den he ask me wad happen, so i juz tell him i dun like being shouted at for nth. den he say he was busy askin the chef thing den i was like disturbing him. den i said back "y cant u juz say & not shout" den he say he is a manager & not a waiter den i say "so? we are both human beings. who like to be shouted at for nth?" den he say he is not screamin at me but he talked louder only den he apologise den i juz shake his hand & forget it lar.

fark. he always have PMS. so wad he is the manager? we are both human. outside the restaurant, he is also nth.

i wld say it's NOT my fault at all so i dun bother to apologise.

den after tt marco(as a supervisor) talked to me too. askin wad happen. den i juz tell him lar. den he say anything i dun attitude with bjorn directly but can talk to him(marco) & tt we muz somehow respect the bjorn(cos he's the manager) blar blar blar. but do i give damn, respect me & i'll respect u. he's the one havin PMS & it's not the 1st time. today i juz cant tahan anymore, everyone is busy, everyone is stress. esp some of us who started workin in the morning with all the attitude from customer. the manager is NOT always right. he wan respect? earn from me!

seems like almost the whole restaurant noe abt it. but i din really make much comment to ppl after i shake hand with bjorn.

Friday, January 04, 2008 ♥ 1:02 PM

been longggg.. since i blog ehx. hmmm.. wad she i update leh...

x'mas eve
worked till like 10pm den went over to find bi.. wanted to surprise him but seems like he is not. dots. din stay back at restaurant thou they got celebration cos i wan damn hungry & they will be drinking beer. dots. nwayz, main motive - surprise bi. den went cruising in orchard at late nightz. many ppl, many car.. home after tt cos nxt day got work leh..

new yr eve

tis time clever liaox.. work till noon nia.. den night time, with bi took a bus down to 6th avenue dere to meet up with our poly mates.. makan bit bit den with Tommy(angela's boy) to c&f to say hi to the peeps dere. went to the back kitchen & the chefs were all drinkin beer dere lor.. tried Stella.. bitter but diluted de.. den Bjorn bring me & tommy a glass of.. champagne. not bad treatment huh.. awhile later went to join back our poly mates. went to Tea Time Party.. not bad lar.. but abit boring.. i had a ice hazelnut latte & played some board games & card game lor.

den chef called to ask if we(meaning me & tommy) wanna go over Lazy Lizard dere to find them cos they dere den we juz go over c c lor. after counting down with the peeps(both poly mates & ppl in TTP) den we got like no where to go. they suggested mahjong or card games at Han's hse but.. sry.. am not so interested in it leh.. den Paula msg me ask me if wan join them(at Lazy Lizard), cindy also. but i went over to join Paula cos nearer.. cindy was at My Pub lar.. had fun talkin cock & drinkin dere lar..